Life rant. So i think people should take responsibility for their own actions and how it effects others and the world. I know that people are scared, as well as weak willed to be able to control their behaviors. I also know that some people are in pain emotionally and want to create that in their life to reflect their inner energies. I dont know what i am doing in this life. I have the luck, the power, the values and energies to accomplish anything i want. I want to help people and heal this world. But the more i learn about what it means to be human, the more angry and sad i get. Its like people deliberately want to stay stuck in this world, and experience life fullests moments, and they dont want to be free of their hunger. Being hungry is desiring pleasure and you cannot stop it. It is stronger then you, like an addiction. If you could only have the light, something, a religious effigy or a role model, you could be a good person. But even then, what powers my heart, is not something anybody can acquire. You have to be born with it. So i often question the human races future and i know i am supposed to bring death, but right now there are far too many good people and innocent people mixed in with the evil people. What is even evil ? to me there is 2 evils, 2 philosophies. General evil is a combination of selfishness pride, fear, anger, hatred, and murder as well as greed and vanity and lust. Bible stuff. The other evil is people being addicted to this world, this dimension, and they keep coming back reincarnating as different humans. When you die, you should go to the light and rest in peace, rest your minds stability and find comfort in peace. Some people however want pleasure more then peace, and they keep being bounded by this world, instead of moving on to their destiny. That is the 2 evils i think really hold this worlds humans. And i dont even know how to help my self. I am so confused being stuck in a human body, being something so crude. I only know god and heavenly stuff. I dont know how to cook or drive or clean my house. I dont even know much about computers anymore. It seems i am learning what it means to be human. If only i knew what life wants from me i would seek it out and accomplish it. Any ways yea i worry about the human race. I care about them deeply even if a select few do test my patience and steal my light. At any rate i hope to help heal this world when my time comes, probably in the future, or after i am dead, we will see.
Posted on: Mon, 06 Oct 2014 19:14:02 +0000
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