Like robin Williams I to have battled depression for years as well as aniexty . It all started back in high school for me which was without question some of the worst times of my life . It got more and more difficult to handle as the years went by . I was told many times by my family get over it dont think that way blah blah blah . I tried to handle things my own way and deal with it on my own for almost 10 years as It was bottled up inside me every single day . Ive been apart of legends now 5 years and being an entertainer is not easy weither you think it is or not . It can be very lonely a lot of times because people never take the time to see me for who I am because when people meet me Im in character as MJ . A lot of times I pretend like everything is fine when really Im jus sad and feel alone . I go on that stage and you would never know anything was wrong or that Im sad and feel alone . Now Ive seeked the help that was needed for me to get back to enjoying performing again and being on stage because honestly last year was not wear I was mentally and I didnt care I would jus deal with it in my own way because my family would always say Im nuts and shouldnt feel this way . Having my familys support means more to me then I think they will ever understand . Ive tried to please my mom and dad for years and years now because as long as they were happy thats all that mattered no matter what i was feeling or thinking . Ive had incredible incredible support from so many people and it has jus been so humbling and Im so greatfull to those that have reached out to me and my family espicially because u saved me from doing something no body would have probably understood . Im excited to be on stage , Im excited to be working and performing and most of all Im happy that I can continue to bring the best tribute and honoring michaels legacy to the best that I can . All praise and glory go to GOD and much love to you all GOD BLESS J.
Posted on: Wed, 13 Aug 2014 18:27:19 +0000
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