Lol haha,its the best time of the month for me.and it sure is the most wonderful time of the year.........just joking.while to many of u this may look like a crazy amount of pain meds.after spending the past 2 years in the hospital and recovering from any of the 30+ infections and bouts of sepsis I have had along with what seemed like a monthly thing ,having another surgery and as each time I had a surgery the odds of keeping my leg went down.the tolerance goes up each time I have surgery,am admitted to hospital and get another blood infection and washout of my knee. Its in no way a thing that became what it did just because of me wanting a buzz.no after years going on a d off narcotic pain meds you dont get a buzz or high like people think and assume.most times I cant even tell if I have taken meds except when my pain goes down and gets managable. In many ways its like the first time u took a sip of alchlol.you will never again get that feeling no matter what you take.but Im just lucky I have my jay bird to help dish out my meds.cuz if she didnt help I would not make it thru the month.she has helped and saved me more than I can possibly put in words.....xoxoxo love u Jayme Foster xoxoxo the greatest thing/person ,to ever enter my life. (Well aside from my Hannah ,Lindsay and alex.the 4 of them saved me and honestly helped bring about the best time of my life.she my love,best friend,sweetheart,aunt to my Lil boogers.i still wake up and expect to wake up to a reality different than this amazing one. Jay.e I may never be able to put in words what u have done for me.but I can sure as hell try my hardest the rest of my life.....love u jay j.
Posted on: Tue, 23 Dec 2014 00:10:14 +0000
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