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Long post warning.....I beg your pardon, I never promised you a rose garden......that song played yesterday while my beloved slept. Theres an incredible amount of truth in that song! lol A nap after he awoke from sleeping and having his breakfast and me giving him a sponge bath. So tired he had to sleep some more.....Im gonna be real here, I havent lost hope in Gods amazing grace or His ability to heal my beloved, but right now I just pray daily for strength and grace for us to walk this path we have been asked to walk. Not to question it..... I dont think well ever know the answer why weve been given this life, but it IS LIFE! Weve had to make a multitude of adjustments and just when we think its all good , time to make new adjustments. Looking back over the 7 years, I know for a fact, we have not done this without the supernatural help from God. John has beat so many predicted odds that man has spoken over him, but God chose to show the experts something different . Amaze them , challenge them and confound them. I will never believe God gave this to John either as a lesson or punishment, there is no hidden sin hes paying for. I believe maybe , God chose him to use as a broken vessel .... Broken in body not in spirit to show Gods love , light and hope. Well keep plugging along believing that God has something good for us everyday , as long as we give everyday to him. Well believe the Hope-JG foundation is just one more ministry we are meant to do because of a Johns ALS. I alway think of Laura Storys Blessings song, maybe our greatest blessing will turn out to be, not the ALS but what we could do because of ALS. The last two weeks have been very difficult..... Tubes where they shouldnt be, 12 hour days packed with Drs, procedures , travel, keeping up with work , our home , just doing life..... I look back and its all a blur like it never happened and here he sits , new tube , doing better ...... Were ready and willing for the next adjustment as long as it comes from God. Because I know if Hes asking us to adjust our sails, it will be smooth sailing.
Posted on: Sun, 21 Sep 2014 22:00:21 +0000

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