Look how sweet she looks without the nose tube:) Pyper got her gtube yesterday. Was very hard for this mommy but it will be so much better than the tube in her nose. She is doing ok. Throwing up a little and having a irregular heart beat. Just keeping a close eye on her for now. She missed therapy today but will start back at it tomorrow. She did some great things last week. She is almost to the point she can lift her head. She actually let go of a ball on the count of three!! The therapist can feel how hard she is trying. Yesterday I let myself go to a bad place mentally. Started to doubt our decision of trying the steroid. Thinking she would be happier with Heavenly Father than here suffering and going thru all that she is. I was wondering if it was selfish of us to keep her here. Then I had a good talk with Stephanie. If it was Gods will she would not have survived no matter what modern medicine can do. Danny also reminded me when they took the breathing tube out she began to breath all on her own. She wants to live she is a fighter. I can see it everyday in therapy. Just being here alone everyday and watching her cry all day longs kills me. I love and admire this girl. I miss her so bad its excruciating at times. Heavenly Father has a plan for Pyper. I believe that with all my heart. I need to keep my mind from going to those dark places!! I need to keep praying. I heard something the other day that said when we go through trials we have angels on our left and angels on our right. Im positive Pyper has angels all around her :) Prayers for Pyper
Posted on: Thu, 09 Oct 2014 00:29:20 +0000