Love. Is the feeling you get when all else fades. It is the feeling you have when your heart is true to the life of light. Your love here and now helps the world as a community and as an entity. Gaia and Mother Nature both have an amazing need of your deepset heart and soul. The shift occuring is in full effect and I have given my life to the cause. I said it before. And I am saying it again. My life is lived in the pursuit of love. Not just my lady. But in all aspects. She will be made to feel like the luckiest and happiest feminine perfection on this thriving collective. I will make her life as happy as I can to show her my appreciation for he love and what she has done for me. I have been so stuck in myself and abusing anything in front of me to the point of destruction to me and others. You are all my heros of this kind or that for what you have collectively done for me. I know there are Feds and other people watching my account. Monitoring my progress. And I dont care because I have reached the point of true healing. Not fully yet but I am close. And they cannot get anymore negativity out of me. Whoever it is causing the hurts in me. Even if it is myself. I am turning a new leaf truly here and unless they get me for my dad like they are trying for then I am here to stay and making the world a better place fully and completely. I am done trying to take charge of anything. Please. I beg of you. Unify. Be the change you want to see. And ask for nothing you are not ready for recieve. Here is what I ask for. I ask for a new start. I ask for life to open up to me again. I ask for all of you to forgive me of my sins and pray for my girl and I to be happy and safely in eachothers arms when we are ready. I pray that you praise her and send her all of your love and light. Empower her as much as you can and all with positive energy. Send it to me and I will make sure it is pure love and light and I will send it straight to her. She deserves it. Truly. And you will see the effects first hand. The dimensions are calling for help. Not because they need it. But because we can provide it and they deserve it. It is time to heal existence so that creation once again is correct and Ohana is hukuuna mattata again. We are the change we seek. I am not taking reigns here. Actually stepping down as best as I can until I am truly ready to do what is right by life, my love, and myself. In that order because as it happens I will heal in that way. The final bits are in place. I have been hiding for months now. Been depressed and caught up In myself and too self concerned to see it but I am starting to see just how broken I have been. I promise that you will see a better me from now on. I will restore the power of my word. I will return the truth of my soul. And Yeshua Ben Yoseph, also known as Jesus Christ will be and is returning to the kingdom of heaven on Earth with his head on right. Along with the other past lives I contain I promise that you are witness to a new person. It took a long time to come to fruition and only by true love and commitment was it possible. Thank you Dad, My Fadre. Thank you love. My Sweetest Spirited Little Rainbow Dancer. You are my dream and my reality. You are my moon and my life. And I have not been showing you the way you deserve it either. It should be every day all day. I think about it. All the time. And now I will start showing it again. My music is returning and with that so is my favorite things about life. I am making a change in myself and with you love. I failed my dad already and when he returns I will show him every second of every day just how much I love and appreciate him. You are my father dad. Like no one else could be. You stuck with me through all my hard times and my suicide self destruction. I truly love you dad. And wish I had shown you more before you took off. Which is my fault I feel along with the rest of your life but still. You saved me along with her. From myself more than anything. And you are never unappreciated again. I love you. Both of you. Truly. No one else would understand I think but you both do.
Posted on: Tue, 14 Oct 2014 11:15:19 +0000
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