Love or Destiny Chapter-4 Dying to listen to her voice, i knew that someday some moment i have to move on. I wanted to bid her a final bye so i decided to ring her up. Hi Shivy i had never said hie to her before so formally. Probably formalities begin when a relation starts dying an unnatural death. How are you Aarav she asked. How would i be Shivy i smiled. As good as i am we both had a fake little laughter. We still are friends both of us instantly had the same words. Yes we are i lied to myself and her. Being just friends with someone who means your world to you is impossible. So how is your would be, you met him i enquired. I have met him before, they are our family friends only but this marriage is more of a business deal. We own half the alcohal market in Nagpore and they own the other half. This marriage would unite the kings of alcohal business and whole market would be virtually of one family she told. And youre happy Shivi ? i asked. I am not marrying my love to be happy Aarav. I am doing it because my dad is happy. Its just a business deal for me because i cannot and i will never go against my Dad she was down with her voice and mood. I have always loved you, i will do it till i breathe my last and i promise you no man other than you will ever touch me, if i will ever have kids then they will be Aaravs she cried out. I couldnt bear her crying. I myself was doing the same. But i had to be strong myself if i had to make her strong enough to deal with the bitter truth that we could never be one now. I had to make a decision. If i stay in her life, shed never be able to move on i said to myself looking into the mirror which had a guy who had now become a feelingless creature. If love turns stones into hearts, it does the opposite too. I still remember that long text which i made to her just to tell her that i am walking off forever from her life. My words were quite harsh and the last line that i wrote read If you have ever loved me you will not message, call or try to contact me Only i know how i wrote those words. I hammered my hands against the wall to punish me for writing those cruel words to my world. She did not reply because our love was true but i knew what must have gone through her heart and soul upon reading it. She would have cried bitterly, she wouldnt have had food for a long time, she would have put herself in her room and cursed herself. I was the culprit but this was important for her to kind of accept the truth and forget me. One month passed. I got to know from somewhere that Shaguns had been exchanged and Roka was done in between that month. When hearts break they dont make any noise but they are big enough a lesson in life to learn. Somewhere i still used to think that she, my love is destined to be mine one day and she will be. My destiny cant betray me like this. I lied to her that i had deleted every pic, every memory of her and us together. I had started to think that i have moved on with it, but no. That night of late February got the better of me when i failed to resist love and messaged her.. To be continued
Posted on: Mon, 21 Jul 2014 10:58:46 +0000
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