MERRY CHRISTMAS YALL!!! I hope yall have a VERY Happy & Wonderful & Love filled Christmas.. & I just want to say how very VERY much I appreciate & How very THANKFUL I am to have such wonderful & amazing friends.. Yall are wonderful.. I am so very blessed.. I cannot imagine how lonely & hard life would be without having the amazing friends I do.. Its so hard being an only parent & just all of lifes uncertainties.. The unknown scares me so much.I think its one of my greatest fears yep even more than RATS!! (shivers & thinks of rats) .And being a mom & wanting to make sure the decisions & choices I make dont harm my daughter in any way.. I hope to always be the best Mommie that I can be for her... I pray for Gods guidance & also for the New Year to have much much LESS Uncertainty.. & just that feeling of safeness knowing that wherever I am in life then is where Heavenly & I belong & just feeling loved & loving & knowing that I can trust that love to not leave or abandon us.. Maybe from losing so many people in life I have this huge fear of being abandonment.I suppose I got to the point in life where being alone was better than allowing the possibility of getting hurt.. Cuz at least then there is no unknown.. But we all need love.. & to find that other half who is not only our best friend & whom we have an intense attraction for & who we admire & adore & respect but also that person who lights this fire inside your soul that makes you not only want but to DO more to be the best you that you can be..It took me a giant leap of faith to get into a relationship with Morgan. I am so happy I pushed myself outta my protective shell & took that chance. After all life is about living not sitting & wishing right?... Anywho I better stop typing before this becomes a novel (giggles) I really truly hope yall know how very thankful I am to have yall as friends. Yall are a blessing in my life everyday.. THANK YOU!! & Have a VERY MERRY CHRISTMAS!!
Posted on: Thu, 25 Dec 2014 15:38:46 +0000
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