MOST ALL WHO WILL READ THIS ARE FAMILY AND CLOSE FRIENDS..ALL OF WHO PROBABLY KNOW ME PRETTY WELL...I AM STILL TRYING TO REGAIN COMPOSURE........AM STILL TRYING TO GO ON AND LEAVE THE PAST IN THE DUST OF MY FUTURE , AND AM DOING , WELL A DECENT JOB OF THAT RIGHT NOW....AM STILL LEARNING JUST WHAT I HAVE MISSED OUT ON IN THAT FOG OF A LIFE THAT I HAVE LIVED FOR SO VERY MANY YEARS.......YES I KNOW I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN IMPATIENT , NEVER WANTING TO WAIT FOR ANYTHING OR ANYONE ..........BUT A FEW THINGS HAVE CHANGED......I AM WAITING........I AM WORKING TOWARDS GOALS AND I CAN EVEN SAY THAT FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE ,AND THIS MIGHT NOT MEAN ALLOT TO EVERYONE , BUT STOP AND THINK A MINUTE...FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE I ACTUALLY , AND THIS SOUNDS ODD TO EVEN ME BUT IT HAS TAUGHT ME SOMETHING ABOUT ME AND THE FACT THAT YOU CAN CHANGE , YOU CAN TEACH AN OLD DOG NEW TRICKS EVEN IF IT IS A SIMPLE ONE....BUT , FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE I ACTUALLY MOWED A LAWN {FRONT AND BACK YARD} WITH OUT BEING IN A HURRY ..WITHOUT WORRYING THAT I WAS MISSING SOMETHING ELSE....OR THINKING THAT THERE WAS MANY OTHER THINGS I SHOULD BE DOING INSTEAD.....I REALLY SLOWED DOWN , PERFORMED THE TASK AND STOOD BACK AND ENJOYED WHAT I HAD ACCOMPLISHED...ALL THIS MAY NOT MEAN ANYTHING TO SOME OF YOU BUT THIS IS A DIFFERENT ME ......NO MORE HURRY UP WORLD , NO MORE PROCRASTINATION , I CAN LIVE A NORMAL LIFE IN TIME , I CAN STILL SET AND ACHIEVE GOALS AND HAVE BIG PLANS FOR MY FUTURE........I HAVE WOKE UP IN THE REAL WORLD AND I AM FUNCTIONAL.....SMALL STEPS ....THANKS TO ALL WHO HAVE BEEN THERE...........MDWEBB................
Posted on: Tue, 02 Jul 2013 05:53:30 +0000
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