MQ: Hi. Sorry I bug you guys so much but your page is the best! :) please post. Ive been married for almost 2 years now and I pick fights daily with my husband. I feel like I hate him most of the time and the rest I spend crying because I love him and hate myself. Currently I have no vehicle or job since he wants me to be a sahm until the new year. Before I was with him I had a full time job, my own place and vehicle and was well off financially. Now I have no job car money and we live with his mom. The only work my husband does is drive around looking for scrap metal. Im beginning to wonder if I am the problem? My family history leaves a trail of depression and anxiety as well as a great uncle whos omitted suicide. And my mom and dad went through the same thing before she left him after 14 years together. I dont want to be like my parents so Im trying really hard but it isnt working. I dont know what to do. I want to put myself in the hospital for a psych eval but am afraid of what might happen to my kids if I do. My mother in law hates me and I have no doubt shed use it against me out of spite if I am to leave my husband. And I have no money or insurance for therapy so I feel stuck. Can anyone offer any advise? Nice advise please? I see a lot of negativity sometimes and I dont think that should be allowed because you meet know when someones breaking point has been reached. Thank you. Sorry its so long.
Posted on: Sat, 01 Nov 2014 13:36:29 +0000
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