MUST READ : Growing up I was never a saint.....But Ive always had GOOD intentions even within my bad doings .Growing up I struggled with being a womanizer .I was a playa of note,in high school I had a chick in every standard and more girls out there too .I eventually got to learn as I grew up that I was my own worst enemy .I needed women in my life to make me feel complete and fulfilled .From having a self esteem problem where I usually got rejected as a kid it felt great to be needed .It felt great to be wanted .It felt great having women that felt understood by me .But through this I suffered a battle,I lost myself within all this .Sometimes we secretly need assurance with the sizes of our manhood and its those many different women that we are able to please that reminds us that we are COMPLETE men .Its constant affirmation we always need .Not many brothers will admit that we have mostly suffered from wanting to please friends .From wanting to show that we can conquer uncountable women .Many of us men have been quick to trade and share achievements on our conquests .Some of us men who have attained financial wealth now NEED to show that we can now have every woman we want,making up for all the rejection we experienced before attaining wealth .This will show in the anger we possess at times towards women .Sometimes from the rejection we got from previous women we let the current women we cross paths with suffer .Some of us brothers have an addiction of daily visits to the brothel and have managed to convince ourselves that I am not cheating since theres no strings attached .Im not gonna preach about cheating etc but simply put it out there that the biggest war we fighting as men is with ourselves .It feels good knowing that she will say Yes,it feels good knowing that we can just BUY her and leave after without having to follow up .It feels good to make her leave her job so she can take care of the kids and have no life,it feels good for her to be fully dependent on you meaning she cant leave you or look at anyone else .Theres something we yearn,theres something we need that constantly reminds us that we are in power,we are in charge,we can get away with murder .Maybe I have already lost many of you......
Posted on: Tue, 01 Jul 2014 08:16:55 +0000
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