MY HEART IS GRIEVED AND A LIL HEAVY AND IT HAS BEEN FOR SOME WEEKS NOW,, AT WHAT I SEE AND HAVE BEEN EXPERIENCING IN THE BODY OF CHRIST..WE BE IN CHURCH SPEAKING, HUGGING AND TELLING EACH OTHER THAT WE LOVE THEM..BUT OUTSIDE OF CHURCH, THERE ARE NO PHONE CALLS, PERSONAL VISITS WHEN TIME ALLOWS,,TEXT, EVEN FB,,SAYING HOW ARE YOU, HOWS IT GOING, ARE YOU FEELING WELL, DO YOU NEED ANYTHING,, IT SEEMS AS IF WE ARE TO BUSY TO JUST CHECK ON EACH OTHER,,AND THE MOST DISRESPECTFUL AND HURTFUL THING TO ME IS WHEN SOMEONE DO IT FOR YOU, AND YOU DONT RESPOND BACK AT ALL..AND PPL SENDING FRIEND REQUEST YOU EXCEPT THEM, AND NEVER GET A PERSONAL GREETING OR THANK YOU, TO ME THATS JUST BEING CORDIAL..I NEVER SAY WHAT I DONT MEAN, SOMETIME IM OUTSPOKEN TO A FAULT,, BUT I WILL NEVER INTENTIONALLY HURT YOU,I THANK GOD FOR THIS GRACE, CONSIDERING WHAT IVE BEEN THROUGH,, BECAUSE I COULD HAVE EASILY BEEN THAT PERSON..IF I CARE ABOUT YOU,YOU WILL KNOW IT AND EVEN IF I DONT KNOW YOU,I WILL TREAT YOU THE SAME AS I DO THE PPL THAT I KNOW AND LOVE.....BECAUSE EVERYONE DESERVES TO KNOW WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO BE LOVED APPRECIATED AND CARED ABOUT, EVEN WHEN THEYRE NOT LOVEABLE TO YOU..ESPECIALLY THOSE, BECAUSE THEYRE USUALLY HURTING OR A LIL BITTER..# I NEEDED MY SOUL AND HEART TO FEEL BETTER SO I HAD TO CONFESS..WHEWWWWWW :)...I ASK THAT YOU DONT JUDGE ME TO HARSHLY BUT PRAY FOR MY STRENGTH TO ENDURE HARDNESS AS A GOOD SOLDIER..# TRANSPARENCY IS A DELIVERER FOR ME,# BECAUSE I CANT AFFORD TO BE HELD UP OR DISTRACTED BY HURT......GOD BLESS YOU..SHALOM..
Posted on: Wed, 02 Apr 2014 15:00:53 +0000
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