Main bca final year ki student hu. Baat aj se 2 sal phle ki hai. Mere parents ne jabrdasti meri shadi mujse 7 sal bde ladke se kra di uski family gav main rhti h or wo bahut purane type k log hai meri kabhi bhi nahi banti usse and uski family se wo mujse bar bar dahej mangte hai. Or mere parents unki har demand puri karte h ye soch kar ki ye shadi bach jayegi.Main apne parents k sath rhti hu jab tk study complete nahi hoti bas tab tak k liye. Main bahut sad rhne lgi or apni sadness dur karne k liye main facebook pe apne friends se bat krti kabhi unknow se bat nhi krti thi fir 1 ldke ne muje friend request send ki muje uski likhi poems bahut psnd thi coz wo sad poem likhta tha or muje lga wo bahut sad rhta h uski koi sad story h to mene usse bat ki or btaya ki main married hu request accept nhi kar skati to wo bola ki main knsa tmse shadi kar rha hu muje uska bat krna acha lga to mene accept kar li wo jaipur se hi tha uska nam avinash hai. Kuch time bad hum ache friend ban gye or movie dekhne ka program bnaya pr movie dekh nahi paye to bas thoda sath main gume-fire or usk sath main itni jyada comfortable feel kar rahi thi laga hi nhi ki pahli bar mil rhi hu. Fir hum bas milte rhte main usse hmesha kahti ki please mere friend ban kar hi rahna love wali kuch bat mat lana nahi to friendship b chli jayegi or wo bhi bo deta thik hai nahi aayegi aisi koi bat. Fir kuch mahino bad usne mera hath pkda or main naraj ho gai 15 din usse bat nhi ki daily muje msg krta usk bina mera b man nhi lgta to kar li bat or usse milne gai usne muje kiss kiya par pta nhi q muje bura nahi lga or thode time bad relationship. Main itni jyada khush th i jese jannt mil gai ho puri life main kabhi itni khush nhi hui muje lgta mujse jyada happy koi or ho hi nhi skta duniya main. Main usk liye bahut jyada serious thi or wo b. Usne kaha ki wo mujse shadi krega main jesi b hu wo accept krega apni family ko b manayega. Mene uski har bat pe trust kiya. Kabhi majak main b kah deti use ki chod do muje to rone lag jata or mera dil kahta hai ki wo mujse bahut jyada love karta hai. Or main bas dil ki sunti. 1 sal bad usne mujse kaha ki wo shadi nhi kar skta uski family ko hurt nhi kar skta mera pyar fir b kam nhi hua mene socha kuch nhi uski family meri family hi to h main b hurt nhi krna chahti usne btaya ki usko shadi apni family permission se karni pdegi or main man gai main usse love krti hu to bas jaha wo khush rhta h wo sab krne ki koshish karti hu. Jis din usne muje ye sab kaha muje yad nhi ki use bad kab main khush hui hu ache se hasi hu. kher chodo kya fark pdta h… Mene decide kiya tha ki bca hote hi divorce le lungi fir jo hoga wo dekhenge bs study puri karna chahti thi isiliye shadi nibha rhi thi. Par aaj wo mujse kahta hai ki tum shadi nibha lo main zindgi bhar tmhare sath hu. Mene use bahut smjaya ki main aisa nhi kar skti tum mere liye sab kuch ban chuke ho kuch b kar lungi tmhare liye par shadi nhi nibha skti par wo muje hmesha force karta hai. Iss such ko jan kar b ki wo hmesha mera nhi h kisi or ko ban jayega main fir b usse itna hi love krti hu or wo darta h ki usse dur hokar main kuch galat n kar du isiliye muje chod kar jana nahi chahta. Wo mere liye mera sab kuch ban chuka hai chahti hu ki wo hmesha khush rhe isiliye force b nhi kar skti ki shadi kr lo mujse par har din spna dekhti hu ki wo aayega muje dulhan bna k le jayega zindgi bhar sath nibhane k wade karega sab muje uski girlfriend nhi biwi kahege mera har din usi se suri or or usi pe khtam hoga. Bahut hasin spne h mere par kash koi 1 spna b pura ho jaye to sach main zindgi bahut khubsurt ban jayegi. Wo ab b mere sath hai par kab tak…..??????????? kash ki wo ab mera hath pkad kar kah de ki chlo shadi kar lo mujse tmhare dil main jo muje khone ka dar h nikal do use main apni hasi jo usko sabse jyada pyari thi waps le aaungi.
Posted on: Thu, 11 Jul 2013 02:15:30 +0000
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