Many ppl end up feeling this way trying to choose before actually being chosen, study the ppl that are close to the person that you want, watch them and the way they love, interact, and hate. Pay attention to the unspoken words. Then look at their environment it is a reflection of their mental state. Take in the disarray,organization, decor,area,and the reason given for their current circumstances, and make choice dont take a chance. Falling in love is a gamble on irresponsibility,irrational fear, and the lack of accountability. It is recipe for disaster everytime and its all your fault. When one chooses to love it makes you accountable and aware that self and another are coming into being for a reason, a season or a life time. Choosing to love will allow you to let go with love. Sometimes from the outside looking in it may look hate, but this too is love at there level of understanding. Suffering from love is caused by not loving oneself and/or the other enough to say; I am selfish, damaged and I dont know myself enough to teach you how to treat me, i lack the self discpline to be gentle in my areas of weakness so I make others responsible for stepping on the uncovered landmines of emotion that trigger post traumatic stress reactions that have nothing to do with them. I dont judge this female I was her, then i got to know me. Then i learned to choose to love everyone understanding, they may not love me the way I want but love me the best way they know how. I choose to recieve that and I expect nothing more. I dont suffer I love better.
Posted on: Sun, 10 Aug 2014 15:18:20 +0000
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