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Married, beautiful home, finished school, new job, new truck& yet Im still doing bad in the eye of some.. I go to work, come home to see my husband on lunch, go back to work, come home, eat, shower& sleep.. We spend our time together on the weekends.. Nothing more nothing less.. Ive always had an issue w/ trying to be perfect you can ask my mom, dad& sisters.. It would cause me to critic myself (overthink) to the point where I felt like I did NOTHING right.. I was always judged for having a quick temper& a smart mouth Bc I felt like everyone was against me.. Being bullied from Elementary school up until 7th grade made me feel like I had to be tougher so I did just that.. People used that to their advantage.. Lets be honest whos going to believe me over anybody when their so used to me spazzing out?? Nobody!.. I never wanted anybody to know anything about me, I was a very closed off person& to a certain extent Im still that way.. I make mistakes Bc Im human, born a sinner.. At this point in my life Im happy with EVERYTHING that I have.. I wouldnt have it any other way.. But I refuse to be judged, talked about in a negative way by ANYBODY.. Bc I have yet to find a PERFECT human being.. Im a work in progress & I will get better in due time until then if you dont have anything positive to say about me then dont say it& if it isnt aimed towards me w/ my NANE IN IT then its none of my business.. You got to watch the ones that talk the most you just might be the topic of conversation.. Watch those you confide in too, you just never know! People will swear they know you based off of things they THINK they know.. After today its nothing but positivity... I mean hey, they talked about Jesus too, cant be that bad right? ✌️
Posted on: Wed, 24 Sep 2014 18:45:05 +0000

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