Maybe the reasons I get angry at the people I do for the reasons I do is simply because their behavior is no longer good enough. Watching someone trying to trash my life and home because they want to leech some of their frustration at their failures at me so they no longer feel alone and responsible for the fact that they effed up is no longer an option. I have more respect for myself now in the fact that I know that the people that you let in your home, if they are the wrong people, the ones that steal from, disrespect your home and by doing that, disrespect you, they steal hope, joy, faith, they steal peace and so on. And Im done with that. So, if thats what you come to me, seeking to do from now on, step off, back off and keep moving. If I seemed too stupid, too nice, because I kept putting up with it, it was because I was raised to respect everybody, even dirtbags Ive dealt with and respectfully not told to anatomically do something to themselves to..but I was neglecting the one person I should have been respecting more, even when others told me to tolerate it and out of respect for them, going against gut feelings and instinct, I listened. So, here I am now, more fed up and pissed off after the incident with the cat because it made me realize even the cat, after everything, still pulls shit. Not often, for her, but she still does. And, like her, people are going to earn my friendship. As I have tried to do for theirs. No more half-assed attempts, no more Im your friend as long as you have something for me. No more. Its not good enough anymore. I dont have time for it anymore. And if you find that this is how our friendship has been, offline or online, I wont be offended. Ill be proud that youre setting your standards and youre raising the bar for a damn good life.
Posted on: Sun, 06 Apr 2014 05:11:52 +0000
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