Me: I think beyond even your love for me, thats inevitably all youll ever think of me. Hurtful. For as long as were together, which is now. I dont think you will ever forgive me for whatever it is Ive done to you. You are not willing. And Im more afraid now- of being unsuccessful in love- because you are making me believe that our love is not enough. Our love is judgemental, flawed. It is not safe, honest, loyal, guiding, perseverant, devoted, pure. It is no longer innocent. I love you SO desperately. I would stop the world to look at you. I care about you from the deepest depths of me. Depths I didnt even know existed in me til you came along. You used to laugh all the time. Sing to me. We would try to go days without talking and crumble in the first few hours. You saved me. But now... You wish you didnt love me. We are not good for each other anymore. We dont support and protect each other. It hurts me to admit it. And the only way I know to hold on to you now is by letting you go. You keep telling me Im hurting you. You run from me and selfishly, I beg you to stay. And Ive realised that by making you stay I make you choose between me and yourself. You always choose me. Its time I let you choose yourself. You should love yourself the way you love me. More even. Youre Beautiful. Im in awe of you. I wish the best of everything for you. If I could undo us, I wouldnt. I love you, flesh heart and soul. Her: Im the selfish one. I wis i had never let you be a part of me, awukwazi ukuthanda umuntu wena_ into oyaziyo is to expect expect expect and what do you ever give?. . . . . As smart as you are, you have not the slightest idea on how to hold the value of a person and to show them that theyre still your everything and that you chose them above your jugement of them. I choose you, even when i dont i do. I hate it but i do. Fine im a mess perfect ive known that for more than half my life but indlela osuwenza ngayo ngathi ungidushela ukubona how much worse of a wreck i can be. If YOU want something, i try my utmost best that you get it but when I need something you never make that bear. I want someone wholl do for me what i do for them without them thinking about how stupid it is. Whats important to you is to me, but what is to me isnt to you (depending on the condition of what it is)_ i dont a person like that. Loving you from a distance is the smartest thing ive ever done, but it fails at every attempt cause it hurts me too. And you dont see the damage this love between us is pressing on me, you dont. You never want to see things from my corner because youre always correct and your ways the only way. I DO NOT FEEL COMFORTABLE IN BEING YOUR GIRL ANYMORE, giving you the authority to push me around, You may love me, and i may be insanely GeNcaRly inlove with you but were SO toxic. Me: You dont have to be with me anymore. Maybe Im not so much a know-It-all as I think I am. Maybe Im too positive about myself when I shouldnt be. I have some if not alot of growing up to do. I wont be your baggage anymore. *********************************************** Sometimes you have to make decisions you dont want to. Hear things you dont want to. Be alone though you dont want to. All because, not everything is about you.
Posted on: Sat, 18 Oct 2014 06:51:30 +0000
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