Me? Im an amalgamation of experiences; co-incidences and dances with destiny confined to memories of condensed sensations reduced to exclamations like oh and wow! and ouch and yes and no... Yes, this is the sum total of the dust that my lessons have shed. I have read many books and writings on many walls and expressions on faces beautiful and grotesque: I have lived/ loved, you see... Loved even when it hurt so much I could mute my loud heart and order it to stop beating... stop bleeding... stop eating me alive from the inside out! There is no prize awarded for over-staying ones welcome when comfort zones turn musty and leave you feeling as claustrophobic as the little old lady who lived in a shoe house built of hay, blown thither and away by doubts winds as though you were one third of the ill fated fattened little pigs! And the world was hungry for your heartache as though your tears were fried swine at breakfast! How they salivate as you sizzle, celebrate as you wriggle in pain. You are me. Although we both do not care to admit that we are the yarns of the same spiders web intent on encroaching the carion that is happiness as it buzzes by, hovering over the shit of daily living! We are love when it forgets to remember us, Hidden in between the seams of the dreams that refuse to die even when either you or I curse them for haunting our spirits and relegate them to the sea of utopias couldve been reality...insanity knows us by our clan names, They ache, the bones of our sleeping kin, keen to momentarily encumber our fetished skin. They cry out for our passions to revive themselves through the hum- drum of hand- to- mouth- to- ass - to - mouth living that has claimed us... I will not live another day of this death, I yearn for too much still; There is still too much for me to feel; too much of the suns glorious rays for my face to steal. I/ You/ We/ Am/ Are/ ARE Still Human. We are. For now, at least... Until further notice!
Posted on: Wed, 02 Jul 2014 01:38:51 +0000