Merry Christmas! Today my son is one month old. It really is crazy how fast all of this has happened and how much time has gone by. He really has improved so much since day one. While Im still scared as all hell, im twice as confident in his strength and determination to increase in health. Hes so strong already, grabbing hold of me until knuckles are turning white from his clasp or just pulling all these things off of him and repositioning himself to get comfortable. The couple days, if hes crying and in a fit; i open up his isolate and cup him in my hands and tell him everything is okay, then he stops again like hes in peace and comfort. I can honestly say that i never TRULY knew what love was until Zayne. I now know how much my parents love me, because i can feel it just by loving my son as much as i already do. Its forever growing. I admire his strength, stubbornness and determination. The faith in life he shows that he has so much of amazes me so much! I never think he can become anymore perfect, but he surprises me and proves me wrong every time. This liitle ball of 2 pounds and 7 ounces has sparked something in me i havent felt in months. COMPLETE HAPPINESS. He is the light of my entire life. My main focus each day. The center of my every decision. Everything i do in life is for him. Top priority, first choice always. I love you Zayne Kendrick Ott. I will ALWAYS love you. Ill never let you fall, Ill always protect you and make sure everything is done in best interest for you. You have so much of my strength and determination, you will go so far, i just know it. Youre my miracle and true love of my life, my pure happiness. You are every single smile on my face and every beat my heart makes. Im glad you came when you did. I love you so much and im so proud of you baby. Happy one month birthday and Merry Christmas my Love ♡♡♡♡♡
Posted on: Thu, 25 Dec 2014 16:14:52 +0000
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