Merry Xmas to you all if I say my Xmas is merry I would be lying!!!! I miss my Boy so much the Holidays has really coated my heart Im sad and Hurt this morning. Normally he would be in my room jumping in my bed like a kid mom get up its Xmas!! Mom what you cooking for breakfast hurry up so we can go outside I want to see them play ...Thanksgiving I was OK but today Im a mess total mess!!! All I can hear is his voice playing in my head!!!! Last night I couldnt sleep thinking about him all night..I will close by saying this Im Grateful that God has kept me to see another Xmas I know he will give me the strength to get thru but today its nothing merry Im hurt and I feel like crawling in the closet and just hide myself God I need you to step in this I shouldnt be feeling this way Ive been so strong but today it hit me real hard you all just pray for me Please!!!
Posted on: Thu, 25 Dec 2014 12:33:41 +0000
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