Missing you so much little brother...people always telling me it gets easier with time...well those people are crazy...I guess Ive gotten stronger cuz the tears dont flow as often but definitely not easier...the only thing thats happened with time is realization..it gets more real everyday that my future doesnt involve him...I try to think of all the crazy, fun, sad, hectic, funny times we had but it always comes back to him not being here to watch his nephews grow up...brys starts tball next week, kills me that bro cant teach him what he knew.. it makes me so so sad that they dont have their uncle he would have been so good to them. I know this...he was so proud when he found out brys was a boy and the smile on his face when he first held him, Ill never forget and jman he never got to hold our even look at and he acts just like him omg, its crazy...and then the hurt I see in my mom and dads face everytime I look at them...I hate that they hurt so bad and that itll never go away...I never in a million years imagined having to go through life without My right hand, my best friend, my little brother...and now that I have to Im just trying to figure out, HOW?
Posted on: Sat, 29 Mar 2014 22:10:48 +0000
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