Mommy moment : if you are waiting, trying or have given up hope all together of having a baby PLEASE DONT I have wanted to say this since I found out about Hudson so its now or never ... I have been where you are more times than Id like to remember, I have heard the deafening sound that comes after they tell you your baby is gone ,I have tried surgeries , medications, weird foods, unheard of vitamins even traveled to different states to see this well known Dr or that special clinic ... I suffered through kind words of encouragement, baby showers pretending they didnt break my heart , smiled through tears when my friends got pregnant and I couldnt admit how bad it hurt even threw things at the TV when people I thought didnt deserve babies got them ... I have fought with God blamed God and begged God until eventually I accepted No for an answer and closed that door for good ... but someone who had seen every struggle told me sometimes God doesnt say NO He says NOT NOW ... I realize theres little comfort in a maybe someday answer until maybe someday comes but I said all of that to say this when Chuck came along and reopened a door I had closed forever I had this thought that sometimes God lets you handle things your own way until Hes ready to handle them his way and when that day comes your closed door will only be a tool God uses to remind you He still answers prayers ♡
Posted on: Tue, 06 Jan 2015 19:48:24 +0000
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