Monday morning the scale said WTF, yup...so did I. 200 lbs. A long hard tough road lay ahead of me. My inner strength, willpower & stress levels just havent been the same since last August 3rd. I keep on keeping on but that little ditty in the CICU @ St. Pauls has been a weight on my freedom. I feel ashamed, not for my failures or lack of drive...but for the emptiness of feeling sorry for ones self. All one has to do these days is to log into Facebook to see that there are those out there fighting bigger, badder & more important battles. I have multiple friends fighting Cancer & as I watch their strength & courage, I look down at the pizza Im eating wondering where mine went?!?!?! Time to analyze the situation & find that inner peace, joy & Love of life that I once utilized to achieve great heights! I wish you all a week of self awareness...only WE can find happiness within ourselves. Peace be with you.
Posted on: Tue, 22 Jul 2014 20:16:55 +0000
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