Morning.. Everyone my friends as i write with skepticism i realize that im am because when i do pour my entire self out its not about wanting to be accepted it is all about being the loving sincerce creative intelligent human being that God is evolving in me to be.. Fb has become my confidence. My toil to allow me to be vulnerable, to complete stangers as i sometimes even take occasonally take emotional blows from people ive never met.. I put myself out there to yous guys never once caring if you have a negative opinion or judemental.. Know that sincerly thought ive not even met 10-percent of you from the deepest part of who i am i do love you and hold great respect & admiration for the integritities of each soul that seem daily to unfold me and touch my heart.. Why am i saying all of this becsuse as i open the pages of your posts , i am learning the personatities of each character and with tbe invisible lines we all have i am nor would ever be afraid to give of myself any less to with man or woman for i feel being either we are all one in the same when it comes to our emotion which oftentimes i find does override our intelligence it does take some form of itelligenc to know how not to be an asshole and hurt someone with i terrible advice or hurtful words that ive known so well playover in my mind that wouldnt ever want anyone to experiance.. My job on fb is to love you to be compassionate, humble and worthy of having people though i may know or not on a personel level to recognize that i am here. I am present i am love. I know your prob wondering why im saying all of this . Is because God told me to. I hurt more than youd ever know. I struggle with who i am i question myself and wonder am i being judged when i say i love you or place hearts smiles and hugs and wonder am i over stepping my boundaries might you think there is an interior motive are you afraid of me, And last but not least would you ever think i would. :) I am an open book, Days we share will never come again so i cherish each one in hopes that we all may one day meet.. I am confidant and have enough faith in me to know that even if we never do ,each and every soul thay touches my life has given me specific instruction , fruits of the spirit, that fill me with many joys and and imagination and tell me so much about you.. I cant stress enough the graditude.. Have a wonderful day guys.. Humbly and appreciatively Deb...
Posted on: Thu, 07 Aug 2014 13:57:14 +0000