Morning LORD, I am here LORD heart heavy for not only for myself but for the many friends who like me are part of a group we wish we were not apart of but because of circumstances that we could not control has brought each of us together, We use many names and join groups such as Childloss Parents, Bereaved Parents, Grieving Families, Parents In Mourning, The Compassionate Friends/USA , We are forever changed some of us have lost one child, some have lost more, Lord to my friend Barbara Carollo Ivy who shared she recently also lost her 17 year old Granddaughter Olivia the daughter of her son that she also lost, I send extra prayers to her, Lord we ask why, My heart grieves for my daughter Cassandra Danielle Douglas whom we lost at the age of 21, March 3, 2005 and our granddaughter Tiara TruBeauty who we lost at the age of 25 March 15, 2014. Lord there are many of us who are walking the same path, feeling in a fog, heart is hurting. We know your Grace is Amazing, that you understand our pain for you sacrificed your son so that we may live. The Lord is a grieving parent we are all his children and when we are Lost and when we hurt he feels our pain, when Jesus wept out of compassion for those who were weeping over the death of his friend Lazarus, whom he was about to raise from the dead. Our hearts are forever broken patched with a bandage, many of us live looking out a window watching the world with us in it pass us by, longing for the children that we call our Angels. Our footprints are more like skid marks in the sand for some days we can only crawl, and other days we rely on You Lord to just carry us for we are to weak to walk. Lord, I lift my hands up in Prayer and Praise to my fellow friends who have lost one of the greatest gifts you could have given us, children and grandchildren. Until my last breath never shall I forget my child and grandchild, they live within me and I cherish the good times they brought into my life. So LORD in closing touch each of us give us the courage to Breathe even if it hurts, Friends and Family understand that we grieve that there is no set date to when we will stop because for many of us it will never end, Understand for every day, every year is one day longer since we had our children , one day longer since we heard their voice, kissed their face, they will never age, we will never see the joys of life that we had wished for them when they were born, it stopped the day they became Angels. I pray for our Daughter Maletia LeeLee Richmond and other new members of a a group that membership requires us to have lost a child, and none of us wish that pain on anyone, we pray no other parent have to experience this pain but in reality it will never happen. MY heart is heavy for everyone, please family and friends dont think we need you just for the services and a few days later. We need you forever for we will never be the same, Help us in remembering the lives of our children, its okay to say their names, to remember the times when our children...., to Remember their birthdays, to honor them on the day they became angels. Its okay if you dont understand but its not okay to criticize our pain. In the name of our Father, The SON and the Holy Spirit ~ LORD we ask in your name to hear our Prayer and to Guide our footsteps as we walk this journey until the day you call us home. AMEN.... in memory of my daughter Celebrating the Life of Cassandra Danielle Douglas 2/16/84 - 3/3/05 , Mother to Niya and my Granddaughter Tiara Richmond 6/30/88 - 3/15/2014 loving mother two our great grandsons.
Posted on: Wed, 02 Apr 2014 14:53:19 +0000
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