My Darling David ~ One year ago today God called you home. He saw how much pain you were in and He gave you peace. He saw how tired you were and He gave you rest. The Angles received a gift that day though it broke my heart. I will always love you and you will forever remain in my heart. Everyday I have things I want to share with you. Something to get your opinion and advice on. Something to laugh over. Something to cry about and feel your support. I know you werent perfect - you were human and male. ;) But you were perfect for me. I miss your sense of humor and your smile. I miss the twinkle in your eye when you pick on me. I miss your hugs and your touch. And I miss your kisses. Oh how I miss your kisses. I miss you sharing your passions with me ~ baseball (the Yankees) and Cooperstown, helping others, classic tv shows, Its A Wonderful Life Festival, wine and cooking, and finally movies, movies and more movies. I miss laying next to you and snuggling. I just miss you and your presence. I have tried to conduct myself and do things with you in mind and to make you proud. I feel like I am doing how I am supposed to be doing as far as my grief. You will be happy to know I started going back to church last fall. I have taken a healing class and been talking about you! I will never stop talking about you. Or to you! LOL! I can see you nodding your head and saying Yes, dear. Since I have been with you my faith has gotten stronger and I have a deeper, more meaningful relationship with God. I thank you and love you for that! I dont believe in coincidences ~ everything happens for a reason. God has a plan, although I dont know what it is or understand it. I feel blessed and honored to be your wife even though it was only for 10 1/2 months on this earth. You will forever be my husband in my heart. I like to think I made your last three years on this earth happy and you knew you were loved. You showed me how I am supposed to be treated and I am worth loving. I believe I will find love again and even get married. I know you and God want me to be happy and taken care of. I wouldnt be surprised if you even have a hand in putting someone special in my path. I will see you again one day and you better be there waiting for me with a hug and a smile. Until then, I will live my life to the fullest, be happy and rest in the love of you and our Lord. Thank you to everyone who supports me and loves me, keeps me in your thoughts and prayers and continues to send me encouraging words. My struggle isnt over, but knowing you are out there helps. God Bless You All!! I love each and every one of you!
Posted on: Sun, 18 May 2014 16:16:59 +0000
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