My Dear Angel Keaton: Its been six months since you went to go be with Jesus. There is not a second that goes by that I dont think of you, love you, miss you, long for you. I miss that beautiful smile, your kind, caring heart, your beautiful, compassionate personality, and amazing sense of humor (you had an impression for everybody). I admired everything about you....you had it all together for just being 21! You had a way to balance family, faith, friends, fraternity, studies, work and play. I look through all our photos and you just radiate love and happiness. You were something special Keaton! There are so many times I go to send you a text, send you a funny corgi video, ask for advise, ask you for lunch or coffee, go shopping with you, ask for fashion advise, or help you with fashion advise. I miss your texts asking me which outfit to wear or to just tell me to have a good day and that you loved me. When I go shopping, out to eat, on vacation, I cant help but think of the many times just you and I were together. I cant go anywhere or do anything without thinking of you, but Im so thankful I have those memories of us. We were so good together, werent we? I use to get so frustrated with your tardiness....now I look back and know why...you always over booked yourself and made room in your life for everything and everyone. I would take waiting for you for hours just to have you back. My heart is so empty and lonely without you in my life. I feel as though I died that day as well. I went to lunch today by myself and saw a mom with her son...as the tears rolled down my face I thought....that use to be us. We had a lot of fun, didnt we? You would be so happy to see how amazing your puppy Maggie is. She is so calm, gentle, loving and LOVES to go for car rides. She will be going to Pet Therapy school in a couple months. I would see you with her and could see the love you had for her. I will never forget the day you, Hannah, Jaxson and I drove 8 hours to get her and listened to EDM the entire way. I have had the pleasure to meet so many of your fraternity and sorority friends and remain in contact with your LLHS friends as well...I love them all so very much. They are the most amazing young men and women I have EVER met. They all loved you so much and miss you terribly. Jaxson has grown into such an amazing young man. He passed his learners test and is now driving. He still loves his fish tanks and even has a business where he sells coral and fish...you would be so very proud of him. He is such a beautiful young man, inside and out. I often look up into the heavens and wonder what it is like up there. Im sure it is the most glorious, amazing place ever, but most importantly, you get to see Jesus everyday!! I look up at the stars and wonder where you are and that you are so very far away. I know you can hear me talk to you and when Im outside at night, looking at the stars, I pretend that you sitting right next to me. I ask God constantly to give me just one more minute with you. I would hug you, touch your beautiful face, kiss your lips, and tell you how much I love you and how much you have impacted my life and the lives of others. But most importantly, how proud I am of you. There are truly no words to describe my love for you.... Its a mother love that goes so beyond anything I can explain. The only hope I cling to is that I WILL see you again. When we are reunited in heaven it will be such a glorious day! Please ask Jesus to watch over all the many friends and family that are grieving and miss you so very much!! I love you now, forever and always Keater!!! You are my forever angel! All my love....Mom
Posted on: Thu, 15 Jan 2015 05:40:59 +0000
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