My Healer Deena..:) I know that because of the way that I chose to live my life before I met Jesus Christ....all of my HUGE mistakes...my broken and wounded soul….I have many battles to fight for freedom and healing.....being healed is a war really....it is definitely something that you HAVE TO fight for....through the Lords power and strength we must endure much opposition and gain the victory...no matter how intense that it may be....I know this pain all to well…..my healing process and transformation is a very painful process to go through…It is not easy to face myself, my mistakes, my pain…..but I HAVE TO...I know that when we are severely wounded, it greatly impacts us and the way that we behave. This brokenness inside of me, if not healed, will continue to draw me to all manner of destructive behavior….but, thank God, one layer at a time, I am being healed and transformed…..but believe me if you want to be healed….you better grab on tight and get ready for the ride of your life….this roller coaster will throw you for some loops that you never expected…and at times you may think that you will never survive…but by Gods Grace we will…. When a wounding goes deep, the healing needs to go deep as well, and sometimes that is a very painful process. Jesus came to ‘bind up our broken hearts’ (Isaiah 61:1-4)…binding is a process and it takes time and experiences with the Word through the ministry of the Holy Spirit to be healed……. and we can’t expect that if we have been delivered from a lifetime of pain, heartache, and destructive behaviors because of that pain, that the effects of that will just automatically disappear. If and when we slip and fall into sin again (because of our wounded heart and soul) He can sanctify that broken part of us and redeem it for His glory...If we truly have a heart for God we will NOT want to stay in that place of disobedience for long...we will want to be free and in fellowship with the Lord....sometimes in order for us to be healed and set free we have to experience the sting of sin over and over until we finally hate it and desire to live in freedom and victory over it....Please know that from my own brokenness and defeats that the Lord has brought about my greatest changes and victories. “That which you sow does not come to life unless it dies.” (1 Corinthians 15:36)...and in those times of falling into sinful patterns and destructive behaviors...when I was truly ready for Him to heal and change me...I begged Him to change the desires of my heart...to change my desires to do self-destructive things that were killing me....to His desires for me and my life....and He honored that prayer....He is always working with me and revealing those places inside me that need His healing hand to change the desires of my heart...slowly but surely as my desires change....my self-destructive behaviors do too...
Posted on: Sun, 21 Dec 2014 11:32:12 +0000