My Mind Is Racing A 100Miles Per Hour . The Lost Of My Daddy In March Hurted Me For The Rest Of My Life ! My Brothers Barely Had Their Time With Him . I Feel like I Didnt Spend The Right Amount Of Time With Him . And As I Lay In My Bed Sleep To Get That Phone Call From Aunt Saying Shaqunda Get Dressed We Gotta Go To Jonesboro Your Dad Isnt Doing Too Good . I Jumped Up So Fast I Forgot How To Get Dressed Forgetting A lot Of Things In My House . I Didnt Care I Just Wanted Too See You Daddy . As We Were On The Highway I Cried On The Inside Because I Never Been Through This & God Knows I Wasnt Ready To Take His Death Lightly. We Made It To My Moms House & I Jumped Out The Truck Leaving Everyone Asking where My Daddy Was at . My Mom Friend Said Shaqunda You Dont Need To Go To The Hospital Your Not Ready For That ! But Me Being Me I Said F.ck That man Thats My Daddy . Speeding To The Hospital I could Feel My Heart Dropping . As I Made It To His Room & Seen all My Family Standing In The Hospital Crying But Trying Too Be Strong ! I Went Into the ICU Room & There I See My Daddy . I Screamed & Screamed Lord Thats Not My Daddy !!!!!! I Was Watching Someone I Love Die Right In Front Of My Eyes ! God , God , God ! I Told Him I Loved Him , Kissed His Head & Said Daddy Your Coming Home Too Us . But God Already Had His Plan Written Out . And A Hour Later I Got That Phone call Shaqunda He Gone And From That day Forth I Have Not Been in My Right Mind , Trying too Find Love In The wrong Places , Taking My Anger Out On Any & Everybody , Screaming Why ???? Why ??? why ?? Daddy I Love You Man . Im Sorry I Didnt Do My Part Im Sorry I Know Its Too Late but I Cry & Cry Every Night Hoping That you Hear me ! 😢😢😢😢😢😪😪😭😭😭💦💦💦💦
Posted on: Fri, 11 Jul 2014 00:32:30 +0000
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