My Turn, Robin Williams was apart of all our childhoods, He was a great Comedian. That said, Im angry that we (People with depression and have a nightmare we fight every day) do not share what we deal with. Angry that we are to strong to talk. But we do that so people do not worry, or bug us on every little small woah is me posts. I post my terminal illness just to show that I am strong. Remind myself that the past is the present and the future will be a past tense. He had everything, he was a god. God meaning, people hang on every word we share, hoping for that punch line that will make any situation a Comedy. Do you know how hard that is. Who cares. No one, in a few days when the next tragedy is shared on the news, well cry about mundane things and that star that burned bright has only just burnt out will be a black hole. When something like this happens, and when its from some one who does it out of depression. We go Oh, that poor person, how could they do that. We (The Suey-cidals) fought for so long sometimes we get tired, no matter what we have. The Detective in me, looks for Foul Play, what was the motive after all this time to click on that one last thread that broke the camels back. He had his own angels that may have tricked him, he might have had those demons that kept him going. Sometimes our demons help us get threw some type of problems that our angels bug and bug and bug us about, about, hmmmm..... Sometimes they do us more harm than the crutches we cling to. He survived one addiction, Coke/speed/crystal/meth whatever, but something after all these years has eaten more than a party favor. But Depression and Suicide can be a stronger drug than any man made thing. Pot does not do that. How many of you know someone who died from pot? and if you say you know someone, then I do not know you. Ok Ive lost myself. and I dont care anymore. I have less than a church mouse, and when some one who has everything takes them self out I question, then why havent I succeeded in taking myself out. Oh, thats right I have all of you. My mom, Nick, my cat and responsibilities. Sorry your gone Robin, You gave us so many characters to love, Im just sorry you did what you did. And Mister, You have no idea How much Love you have. You live on. No Matter what. Love you so much. You will allways be apart of me even though i never met you, But boy do I know you. again Love you
Posted on: Tue, 12 Aug 2014 03:28:29 +0000
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