My brain have been buzzing ever since I last put down the phone. I have been thinking. Thinking about my decease mother, about the ice bucket challenge, about als, about the sickness. About the pain of watching someone you loved wiltering away infront of you, and you cant do anything about it. I missed my mom. Gain and again, the same scene haunted me for 3 plus years, the day she stopped breathing infront of me. Again and again, her pain resurfaced in my head. Again and again, her cries. Again and again, I tried to numb my heart. Out of sight, out of mind? Not for me. I wish I can take a break.
Posted on: Wed, 03 Sep 2014 04:55:23 +0000