My confession is more my letter that Id never have the guts to give you you. So, I guess lets start. Dear Fernando Adrian Torres, There is no words to describe how sorry I am. I threw years of friendship away. And even know your cant see it I still cry to this day over it. You were the reason I wanted to stop selfharming, but since I lost you its only gotten worse. Ive been sent to the mental hospital twice. I think about you everyday. I miss your support. I wish I could have been there for you. I wish I wouldnt have been so selfish. There is nothing I can do now. I want you to know though I will never fully forgive myself for hurting you. You were honestly the only friend I had threw everything. You were there when shit went crazy and I had no one to talk to. You were there when I lost myself. You were right. I did change. I turned into a worthless piece of shit and I want you to know I see that know. And I regret it. I still have a picture of you from when we first became friends. Your childish face and your huge smile. And I know I will always miss you. Im hoping one day the pain will ease. I wont cry when I see your name. I wont get scared and sad when I see you in public, but even now writing this I cant help but tear up. You were the best thing in my life and I lost you and it kills me. I love you Fernando. 10/26/2014 0:29:55
Posted on: Sun, 26 Oct 2014 22:45:38 +0000
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