My days feels like yrs..so many thoughts,emotions..its hard..but the harder it gets my backbone gets stronger too..thank god,im healthy that i have a functioning brain ,and working body parts..thank god..im able to be strong..i dont take that for granted..i will never be the mimi of 8 yrs ago..but thats ok..growing,evolving is good..i come from the baal shem tov..i am a proud 11th generation grandaughter..i dont feel alone ..i do feel that i have zchus avos..bc my parents,grandparentsc,great grandparents all suffered and struggled..but they survived..their spark never died..they lived ,even though life was painful..i do the same ..but i know ..my difficult days r coming to an end ..the days of ברנה יקצורו r right around the corner..bc we in a sense create our own destiny..the happiness that i will reap ..will spread to others..my friends..my amazing friends,who struggle so much..plz stay strong ..ur happy days r right around the corner..and i look forward to being part of ur happines:) gnite my dear kids...ur in my heart and thoughts 24/7..i love u so much..it hurts..
Posted on: Mon, 30 Jun 2014 05:22:04 +0000