My fail safe has failed as that ship sets sail As I feel the void in my chest grow like a schism I dont know what to do as I have no coping mechanism So I sit and think with my thoughts that stink as my skull shrinks It feels like a sink holding the titanic as it sinks On the edge of the brink as it sinks so do I Me, myself and I and the multiple other personalaties, fickle demons Im not proud to say make my entity I cant convey the way I feel today Its usually always the way I feel as words fail to showcase whats real Thoughts race as me, myself, I and Snake pace Manic maniacial maniacs are birthed upstairs Cooking up something diabolical and pushing out grey hairs Who am I fooling, I can rock a turnicate like I was born for it Isolate myself at night to ensure my loved one stay away and fly right. My negative massive gravity will pull you down and I cant seem to get this illness out of me I feel as akward, shy, and pensive as Emily Dickinson as I read snake, a narrow felon in the grass it is impressive, no sleep, not a wink, how does this organ pump my blood and how do I keep getting up off of my ass as all my time goes past Anger has stole the best away from my grasps and reclaiming my sanity is an impossible task Feeling as dirty and ridiculous as a fake televangelist prophet that is secretly agnostic and is just preaching for personal proffit. No fail safe for feeling this way has me mimicking electrode: self destruct or explode. At least I got two options but sadly when it happens me, myself, I and snake cant stop em When the south pole switches to the north and the manic personality materializes, then he starts to demoralize when the chemicals balance I may need stitches. Snake, a fitting name for the embodiment of my demons As he cast Rex out of eden Kicking, screaming, begging and pleading No therapy please because its all just theoretical: but if I have problems showing feelings to my friends than being able to actually show them to a licensed stranger would be incredible While you were gone for 6 months being ill and flicking needles I crawled back into my own illness within my cerebral and stayed fetal I try so damn hard to avoid people My fail safe has failed
Posted on: Wed, 23 Oct 2013 00:12:23 +0000
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