My faith and conviction is never more prevalent than the fact that God has given me the thirst for doing things for others coupled with the difficulty of asking others for help when I need it myself. .... Im obsessed with giving and offended by receiving. ...I constantly have folks that offer things to me in my village and I constantly refuse. ....a dear friend of mine just told me that Im going to miss out on my blessings by never allowing myself to receive them. .... silly rabbit, the blessing for me is never what someone offers but instead the fact that they offered to begin with. .... Im no stranger to hard times but Im no stranger to Jesus either. .... what I dont have God doesnt want me to have and what I need Jesus will provide. .... if I am hungry and you try to feed me I may just smile at you and let my stomach grumble because your kindness has filled my spirit like a buffet. ... thats the hunger I concern myself with. ....ijs.... if my spirit is fed my flesh will be okay. .... Ive had countless villagers help to sustain me as Jesus and I have walked through my path in fatherhood and I promise the time for my expressed gratitude is on the horizon. ....I never forget those that have nourished my spirit as it hungered for righteousness by way of my own sin. ....I walk with conviction but by the grace of God I do not walk alone. ...:-)
Posted on: Thu, 31 Jul 2014 17:13:24 +0000