My fiance just made me cry… What no one knows is that RIGHT before I talked to him online, I had just met this nice guy who IRONICALLY had the SAME exact name as my Paul. Met him online too, but he lived in the same state with me and things lead to another and I grew close to the one that lived here. …When I met my future soulmate online, he was very quick to voice his interest in me. And although I was bent on not liking him whatsoever like that…I just couldn’t stop talking to my future Paul. My Paul knew about the other, and still wanted a fighting chance. He nearly begged me to give him it. That he knew that we were meant to be together…And I believed him. I still don’t know how I did to this day. The guy here stopped really talking to me that much and it hurt because I had invested a lot of feelings into him. But I couldn’t let go without feeling closure because I was too afraid to get into a long distance relationship. I had already been down that road and it led me to a divorce after 4 years of being committed. …But my baby still didn’t quit. He still stayed and he wouldn’t let me push him away even when I was hurting him. Until I finally talked to the guy here and we just ended whatever it was we had. After I had ended it, I realized that it had hardly hurt ….And that I DID in fact want my fiance. I was just too dang foolish to realize it. I ran to him happily and we’ve been happily together since. I don’t give him enough credit. So when we were going through our old timelines a few nights and talked for hours…. I saw that he posted this song when I was still being indecisive and I just broke down. This man has loved me from the very moment he and I talked to each other on that post. I am so grateful and I just don’t understand how I got to have someone so amazing…I love him so much… I still feel so loved and amazed when I hear this song.
Posted on: Thu, 21 Aug 2014 07:59:55 +0000
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