My fiancé just cancelled out so much negativity, bondage and the mis-diagnosis of people labeling what I am not.....with 6 words....There is nothing wrong with you... Lessons of my life......Im going to keep it short and simple...... Im going to try!!!(yall know me). Never let people diagnose you with what you are not dealing with. Never let someone pick at a wound thats healed or healing to feed their spiritual ego and make you feel like something is wrong with you. Re-introduce yourself. And I believe I will right now. I am a WOMAN of God transitioning/being perfected by his grace to walk in the assignments that are on my life. I have not yet arrived... I believe that I can not walk this out by myself.... But I am not eager to win the likes of every single person I encounter. Nor am I eager to rekindle relationships that are not meant to be rekindled. This May shock you. However, I have discovered who I am....and I am not easy to figure out. I have absolutely nothing to prove. I am not who I was and I am not yet all of who God is making me to be. I am bold and I will not be intimidated by the knowledge you have of my old (wo)man. She died. You may come by her ashes from time to time... And when you mention some of her issues.... I may shed tears because she was once apart of me.... We were once one..... However currently, she no longer lives here so do not speak of her and reconnect me to her and address me as if I am STILL her.... I am not in bondage... I am not anti-social.... I really have a lot of love... I just dont love the way you want me to love. Please everybody love sit with us only type of love let me in your business type of love gossip with me type of love, That is not the type of love I possess. I love you by praying for you in secret, by telling you the truth when it hurts and by not being who and what you want me to be in your life, but who God says to be in your life. If thats distant, so be it, if thats hard on you so be it, if thats a listener to your struggles so be it, if thats close, so be it..... I will not get the roles mixed up......And I cant be who and what Im not. Even if I use to be her.#notconfused#aboutwhoyouare#norwhoiam#whatroleyouplayed#orplay#backatpeace
Posted on: Mon, 15 Sep 2014 21:31:49 +0000