My first Love [REPOST] ___________ Seeing her lay on the death bed was something which i had never imagined..neither did i ever understand why she was laying on the bed in the hospital dat time. I was lost in my own world..playing wid her fingers and getting irritated seeing her lay so lazily and in a carefree way. It was my playtime and she was to get up and play wid all dose toys wid me which she wasnt doing. :/ I still remember her angelic smile and her fingers caressing my hair..her hands moving around my face and cheeks and those greedy eyes looking at me wid tears in dem. I was a slow learner and i couldnt speak properly that time but i could understand each and everything she told me. I still remember those words crystal clear. Mumma will always love you She said caressing my cheeks..but i being i..was very irritating and only wanting to play wid her .. started crying. I couldnt understand what was happening that time. My all relatives were surrounding her and i was sitting beside her on the bed. She began to cry on seeing me cry and maybe thats why strangely enough..i stopped crying bcoz the sight of her.. crying was unbearable. And then..i was lifted up by my aunt..and i was carried out of the room. I again started crying on the way coz i was being taken away from my angel..my first love ever! the first person i saw when i opened my eyes on this earth. Even she was crying calling out my name and waving at me wid a smile on her face but tears rolling down her cheeks..and den..the door was closed and my aunt took me to another room wid loads of toys .But i didnt feel like playing wid dose colorful toys the sole reason being that my angel was not wid me!! :( Had i knew that it was the last time i was seeing her..i would have expressed my immense love for her in my own way of giving her a kissie on her cheeks. I didnt even get that chance. That day i was sumhow made asleep and i satisfied my naughty mind that my angel will be playing wid me and i would see her the next day for sure! but i guess that never came true..till today at this moment when i am writing this down..and i know it wont ever in future...!! I lost my angel..i lost my first love. People say first love always hurts but i would say First of everything do hurt but love never hurts..!! coz its only on the basis of love dat we all humans are surviving on this earth! And today when its your day angel..your bday..all i can say is thankew..thankew for ur unconditional love..that helped me to survive even today in this harsh world! You love had..has and will always be with me.. and yea..one more thing..I love you MOM !!
Posted on: Wed, 23 Oct 2013 03:18:13 +0000
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