My greatest fear is solipsism. One must feel it to their very core to understand its temperament. It can not be explained without the experience. This has been the condition that I have been suffering from. It was a personal journey that even I was not aware was possible.. one that found me without putting much thought into it. My life, my essence, all the I have dreamed and lived dissolved away into a psychosis that took over my body and mind. To be truly alone and yourself and everything around you as a figment of your imagination.. that was what I began to feel over the last several years. Losing my father, one half of myself, brought on a storm within me while living through a nightmare pre-constructed. I do believe in a higher power/force. Not the kind that is scripted out, but one that has began to flow intuitively through me. There is so much more than what MEETS THE EYE. I do all that I can to escape the notion that everything felt {physical or visually in my minds eye} isnt a hallucination of itself. We are all ONE. A give and take. A balance of time and matter that flows. THE GAME isnt a fun one to play. It takes courage. Fairness and peace is inevitable until an individual can see through the pain and suffering to find the beauty. Nothing can be proven because we are living different paths. Its only when one can ALIGN themselves properly to the UNCONSCIOUS WEB we weave, that a shared DREAMWORLD can emerge.
Posted on: Fri, 05 Dec 2014 15:22:53 +0000
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