My hands arent steady anymore - but my car can keep up with my mind. I feel helpless and trapped in a life I cant fix - but Im remembering that I have friends who care. I forget how to smile sometimes - but my familys always there for me (most esp. a certain Bill). Its getting a little easier to think of positive things to combat the negative. Its still a dark little pit, and 2014 has been a challenge and a half. I miss a lot of people, but hopefully when life settles and my mental equilibrium comes back Ill be willing to socialize again. I could say more, but no one likes long-winded diatribes. TL;DR - Im getting better and Im apprehensive about moving tomorrow. Ima go through the car wash and try to have a good night. I love the goddamn car wash now.
Posted on: Sun, 28 Dec 2014 01:03:29 +0000
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