My heart has a hole in it that will never be filled. Yes, I still have 3 beautiful healthy children but that doesnt mean Blake didnt matter and my other children are so awesome and they know that I love them , they know they are individually loved and they are not selfish and they are giving me time to grieve over Blake without worrying about themselves. Blake and me , as many as you that were close to us, know we were much more like brother and sister. Just like my other children , he was my best friend!! Many of you have asked me to re-post Blakes video. In the message he sent me on my phone, he asked me to show this to everyone. I have been told that somethings shouldnt be posted on social media net works when it affects other people. Well I am here to tell you because of the things Blake heard over the past few days had an affect on him. Shorty after this video was made he committed suicide. He died of a broken heart. He couldnt see past tomorrow. He just hurt so much. It is not that he didnt choose life, he just chose not to feel the pain that life was giving him at the moment. People need to wake up and realize the consequences of the words they speak and what it does to other people. What happened to Blake, should never have happened. We may not have pulled the trigger that ended his life but we all contributed in some way or another. Gossip... Gossip hurts others Ephesians 4:29 Let no corrupting talk come out of our mouths but only such as good for building up as fits the occasion , that it may give grace to those who hear. Titus 3:2 To speak evil of no one , to avoid quarreling , to be gentle , and to show perfect courtesy toward all people. Exodus 23:1 You shall not spread a false report. And most importantly Ephesians 4:32 Be kind to one another , tenderhearted, forgiving, one another as God in Christ forgave you. I have raised my children to treat people the way you want to be treated. That is how my Blake was. He was always giving, loving, compassionate, thoughtful and tenderhearted just like his ole mom. He just heard so much in the last couple days of his life he just didnt know how to cope with it. . My life will be forever changed. I love you Blake Coatney and and baby you will be heard . I encourage and ask everyone to share his story and video!
Posted on: Tue, 05 Aug 2014 02:38:52 +0000