My heart is hurting so bad...but I need you ALL to please pray for my dear friends and family!! When I was 18...my first boyfriend and real relationship was with an amazing man named Bret...one day though...we were in a horrible accident...Ive kept this inside so long...Im not one to show pain...a lot of it has turned into anger over the years..but Ive learned to realize theres no need to be angry.and I gave it all to God...it was 1130am and we were on our way back from the lil champ where I went to get a soda because every morning it was our routine and I needed my caffeine....I was only 5 houses away from our house...almost home & I swerved to miss hitting a cat..I was going less than 15 miles per hour...and I hit a curb, lost control and ran into a tree...the passenger airbag deployed too soon (before impact) & he was so small...I looked at him and I was telling him how much I loved him...I kept praying outloud...but he didnt make it...his aorta severed from his heart...HE WAS MY FIRST LOVE...MY EVERYTHING...I didnt understand...why!? Why him....he was such an amazing person...I was so depressed...then I found out years later his brother Matt also passed away in a car accident...I was close with their family for years and although after Brets death they moved to Maryland and we lost touch...I never lost the love I had for any of them...they were such a loving, inspirational and close family! I remember their mom Cheryl..she was like a mom to me I never had..I even called her Mom...she was a mother of 6...I wish I could hold her in my arms right now and just love her...Im in tears just trying to imagine her pain....I LOVE YOU CHERYL...and Tom...the man of the house...my 2nd Dad...he was so involved with the kids, always cracking jokes even though some werent even funny lol..TOM I LOVE YOU SO MUCH...and it was bad enough they had to lose a child in a tragic accident...but Im laying in bed tears pouring down my face...wondering why Lord....they have been trying their best....they have lost 2 sons in car accidents...they almost lost their daughter a few years ago... Shauna Goetzinger ...in another tragic accident..She was in a coma...Thank God shes here...they also have a beautiful daughter, their youngest daughter Britney and their youngest son Kyle....but now this happens Lord.... This family has lost another child and her husband (their son in law) to yet another tragic accident....the motorcycle accident last night in Jacksonville. Ashley Sanders and Jason you will truly be missed...I LOVE YOU....they had 4 beautiful girls...I remember when me and Bret would kidnap Alyssa Sanders and pretend she was ours....my heart hurts Lord..for these girls and for the whole family....please be with them...dont let them get angry or lose their faith...we all know that Ashley & Jason are with Bret and Matt right now....& it sucks we have to stay here a little longer..but we will all be together again one day!!!!! I LOVE YOU ALL! Ill do anything for any of you...I promise!!!! I would do anything to hold Cheryl right now...as a mother...I just cant imagine....Rest In Peace Bret..Matt..Ashley & Jason...
Posted on: Sat, 16 Aug 2014 01:14:47 +0000
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