My husband and I both quit, this time its been 12 days. Last time it was almost 100 days. Last time I caved and brought him with me. This time there no turning back. I feel good about never smoking again. I like to think of cigarettes as an ex.... A thing I never want to see again, I never want it in my life. I love it and I hate it. I feel weak and miss it sometimes, but I know it is bad for me, the worse ever, so I will not cave again. I deserve to be happy without it and I will be. Damnit. Lol I really think cold turkey was the easiest. But its true what they say, you cant have just one either. Thats how I started back, at work Id smoke one at break and then it exploded from there. Also, just because you had an easy time quitting dont think you can start back and just quit again. Thats what I thought, but I had started back smoking around Halloween and said Id quit and it took me this long of every day saying this is the last day... But it wasnt the last day for awhile. Im not going back this time. I wake up some mornings and the first thing on my mind is a stupid cigarette. I have a cough so bad even without them I dont know why my mind would think that way. Lol Ive been smoking for 27 years. Im 39.eeeek I cough worse than anyone I know except one of my bestfriends who had the same cough and her lung collapsed and they cut half of one lung out. That should be enough to make you quit right. Not me, I kept smoking. So here we are. Quit. Breathing & Living. Good luck to the other quitters! : )
Posted on: Fri, 23 Jan 2015 13:18:55 +0000
Recently Viewed Topics
© 2015