My lessons for today. I am going to be transparent. It is how I like to be. Last night I had some words laid on me that I felt I needed confirmation from God for. I prayed and prayed. This morning I prayed more. I started my day in tears because I started feeling like maybe I was not worthy of God answering at that moment. Maybe I was doing something wrong. I am a newbee to this relationship you know. It was a struggle that started my day off on the wrong foot. I spoke for a period of time with my sweet friend and he told me to get up.. wipe my face.. go get a breath of fresh air.. and come back and have patience. (not NOT one of my strongest points) When you walk with God and you seek his guidance, there WILL be days when you feel like you cant seem to hear God. As if he is not there. I have become so addicted to his words, signs, and wonders that when there are days where it is quiet, I question why. I let the little evils of self doubt creep in. I start saying things like .. Maybe I am not worthy today.. maybe I did something wrong.. maybe I missed something. Those are not thoughts of God. That is the enemy creeping in and trying to set a wedge between you and God. God has been so loving to me lately. He has been so downloading information right and left and what I have learned is to slow down and just sit a bit. He wants me to be patient. He wants me to soak in the last things he has taught me and wait for when he is ready to give me a little more to soak on. I feel like a little daughter. I keep finding myself arguing with my Daddy like a spoiled brat and telling HIM what I need. Telling him that I am ready and grown up enough and that I want to take in all I can. AS IF he is not all knowing and doesnt know better. My Heavenly Father knows how fast I like to move and he also knows that I move fast, take so much in and on, then I get burnt out fast. He wants me to be set in my position for the long haul and so he is taking his time giving me bit by bit. I urge you in your walk with the Lord to pray hard, love harder, and learn to wait. Let God know you are ready and on fire. Let him know that you are passionate about him and that you will do all for his glory and then let him tell you what to do next. I am ready and I am ON FIRE. I am BOLD and I am so WILLING. I am so blessed to have such amazing people in my life. Mary Cornelison Stephanie Maree Mcminn Abdou Dudeness Shawn Gamblin Tamra Combs Gamblin My friends that pray hard for me as I grow.. John MasindeLiving Light India I love you all! 1 Chronicles 16:11 Seek the LORD and his strength; seek his presence continually! 2 Corinthians 12:12 The signs of a true apostle were performed among you with utmost patience, with signs and wonders and mighty works. Galatians 5:22-23 But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, self-control; against such things there is no law. Colossians 1:11-12 May you be strengthened with all power, according to his glorious might, for all endurance and patience with joy, giving thanks to the Father, who has qualified you to share in the inheritance of the saints in light.
Posted on: Sat, 24 Jan 2015 01:31:00 +0000
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