My life-4 ..... * Dd she say its over? Should I cry? I have already cried all my tears. I could not hurt more than I was hurting ! Was it all a dream that had turned to a nightmare? I pinched myself! Sh*t it hurts! I wasnt dreaming. It was all happening. I turned and walked away. I guess its how I deal with the pain. I have to be as far away as I could be from her and my cousin. Got home made a few phone calls and got a place south of joburg that was being rented out. I took a taxi the next day after work and got there and was shown around the place. It wasnt big but it was far enough from them,. When the paper work was sorted I hired a truck and went to fetch all my stuff. I settled in and had to get over Sindiso. Half the time I would stop myself half way through dialing her number. She never texted me or called. I got a tattoo of a broken heart on my chest as a reminder not to get myself hurt in future. Days passed n months later had stories Lungi had dumped her and she had to move to her sister. At some point felt sorry for her and wanted to track her down n let her move in with me till she got things sorted but when ever I looked at the tattoo on my chest I knew she was not worth my loving. As months passed I slowly healed. It started to get lonely! If Adam could get lonely, why not me? There must be a loving and caring young and beautiful lady out there for me. Sfiso was a sister to a friend of mine. She had just came from home in Zimbabwe had been home for the past year after she gave birth and her boyfriend was cheating on her all the time she was pregnant. When she found out she packed with the little baby and went back home. I was a year older than her. She was tall dark and beautiful. It wasnt hard to approach her and talk to her. I liked her not sure I loved her. That was good enough for me. Like is better than love. Things started well and as time went on I started to like her even more. More and more. Could she be the one? I thought I should give her a chance. She had always insisted we use protection till I go and do an HIV test! So one morning I decided to surprise her. Woke up early in the morning and went to the New Start Centre and got tested. My results came back negative. I rushed to her place to break the good news to her and when I got there she wasnt there. Her cousin sister Mary opened for me. Me:, morning Mary. Where is my beautiful wife to be? Mary: she went to the shops she will be back in the next hour Me: OK then let me call her Mary: she left her phone on the charger Me: No problem will wait for her. Mary : No need to. Will tell her to call you as soon as she gets here. *What are they hiding from me? I got suspicious. Something is not right. I lost my cool. This woman didnt sleep at home. I will find out* Me: stop playing games with me Mary. You really dont want to see me angry. Start talking now. Whe is Sfiso? Mary:, Please dont hurt me. I will tell u everything..........
Posted on: Sat, 24 Jan 2015 06:39:45 +0000
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