My life. Get violent, then end up in a blubbering mess because im scared of myself, of the world and what ive become. I hate it. Its been so long since my last psychotic episode, now im back on a losing streak again. I hurt all over, feel suicidal and very, very depressed. In a nutshell. Just hate me. I cant keep up being this nice person anymore. Its in my nature to hurt and destroy, I was never born a nice person. Ive been self harming since I was a kid...this fake depression has been with me since I can remember...school picked up on it way too late, in year 11...at the end of my rope due to bullying and people pushing my buttons to get me to be violent and angry. All I can hope for my death is that it will come in my sleep, eventually.
Posted on: Fri, 24 Oct 2014 19:08:44 +0000
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