My life I cant change it, but sometimes I wish I could. I dont feel in control. I dont feel accepted. I never view things how most people would. When people say things, I interpret them differently. I never truly understand what people are saying. I get mad easily, and hurt people without meaning to. I do things without thinking, and when I try to hold back anger, somthing forces me to let it out. I am truly never in control of myself, I really wish I was. In public, I get nervous. I never feel normal. I have a hard time making friends, knowing whats normal, understanding. It’s really hard to express myself, to tell other people how I feel. It’s kind of like I am two people. one is normal, the other is crazy. The normal one is the one i wish I could always be, but sadly I cant control the crazy one. The crazy one is hurtful to others, and loves to wreck my life, it can even affect the normal one. The normal one is depressed, others mix up the crazy one with her. And I guess that is just how it is...
Posted on: Thu, 27 Mar 2014 02:53:00 +0000
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