My life is changing.. I dont know how sure I am that I can keep affecting people and letting them affect me via too much social media. Mostly I am just incredibly BORED. I need to learn how to be happy without these things and to make better use of my time. Giving up an extremely busy social life is difficult but Im starting to forfeit myself to different versions of every ones MADNESS. We arent caring about each other.. were just trying to validate that all of this strange behavior is ok. Were trying to have purpose or identity by doing what may get us the most adoration or recognition in order to establish IDENTITY. What other people think should not be the thing that establishes that. Im addicted to attention. It makes me feel important. I also love very blindly and am trying to love every one in order to save the world I guess.. Ive gotten lost, carried away in the projection of so many other peoples REALITY. My reality is so strange, as the observer. So if I choose to keep people in my life Ill text you, but I am going to try and cut Facebook from my life as soon as I can. Manifest this with me.
Posted on: Sat, 26 Jul 2014 18:15:06 +0000
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