My little soldier is still off oxygen & has not had to have it back at all.. & we only have 6oz & 10grams to go until surgery. & in grams all together we have 178 grams to go. Yea you learn preemie math real quick being here... lol Although no one wants to see their child go thru surgery & for a second time at that. I look at the positive side, like its the big step closer to home. & I have so much faith in my baby girl I know shell do good & be just fine.. Shes almost 3 months old & she so tough, amazes me so much! And I already have so much to be proud of her for.. I look at her and my heart just melts..I never believed in perfection... I never believed perfect existed until I had her, & shes beyond perfect. For a while I had so much heartache & Pain built up I often questioned in the back of my mind if God really did exist, my baby has taken away all that pain and doubt & I know if it wasnt for a God in heaven neither of us would be here.. & shes gave me the happiness and peace I been tryna find for so long! She is my world! Tryna explain the joy she gives me is like tryna explain what water taste like, ITS IMPOSSIBLE! I believe God made me her mother BC he knew Id love her the way she needed to be loved. & shed be the change & miracle I needed in my life. BC were perfect for each other! #teamAlyssa! #myworld! #Mother&Daughter!
Posted on: Wed, 06 Aug 2014 21:16:16 +0000
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