My mom is really mad at me right now I havent spoke to her in a minute shes mad because I keep gettin locked up Ive been in the system since 2007 and I cant get out its always probation this probation that I do 1 day then 2 days then 3 days and etc in different countys then I get 1 year of probation then 2 years and shit thank god that I did a plea deal and only went down for one charge I was facing 15 years but its a good thing that god was in my corner the judge gave me 18 months but knocked it down to 5 days and 2 years of probation yo tried to give me 10 weekends in jail wtf but I hope that im done getting into trouble real talk I was just trying to get my money back from that snitch ass nigga william clark but he put fake charges against me and the outcome really hurts I cant leave the state unless I ask my p.o. I cant move unless I tell my p.o. I cant do this and that without letting my p.o. know wtf shit crazy plus if I get into a fight on the streets I violate it or just get a ticket for speeding I violate it smh plus I cant smoke anymore and everyone knows that I was in love with mary jane but if I slip up I go back and do the whole 18 months I remember when my step father would tell me all of the time that I would get locked up plus my grandmother told me the same it really hurts when you lose the love and respect from your grandmother but I just keep acting up I try my best to stay low key and make moves that will better my life but I cant stay out of jail and they always put a nigga in cell #2 idk why thats crazy I hope that I make it with this rap shit I just want to make my mom and kids proud of me alot of niggas hate on me but idk why im just a nigga with a dream trying to better myself so I wont be the next nigga dead on the streets but I guess that we will see how this rap dream turns out I hope that I make it to the majors I cant let my talent go to waste I dont want to be a old man that has nothing but problems I want to make something of myself sometimes I wish that I could get help but im grown now I just gotta keep my head up like 2pac said and just work hard on my rap dream in these next 2 years while im on probation I plan on working hard for my money,working hard in the studios all around the dmv and keeping my black ass in this basement when im not working or going to the studio or doing a show I hope that I can keep my nose clean real talk just pray for me facebook fam I might be down now but when I rise I will be one strong man!
Posted on: Mon, 24 Jun 2013 10:34:40 +0000
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